Oh God

I got bored waiting to go ride today and started going through my favorites. Ended up finding my blog and opened er up. The first thing I said when I saw my first post was... "Oh God" how tacky and lame are my last few posts. I immediately thought I should delete these posts but then at the exact same moment realized that I need to keep them. It's weird how one acts when their ego has been smashed. If anyone reads me they know that I'm not in the least like those last few posts suggest. I don't give a rats ass about being spiritual, emotional, or seeking inner peace. Don't get me wrong.. I want to have fun and enjoy life, but there is a difference between wanting to have fun and being freaky emotional. Oh well nobody reads this anyway so why waste time writing what nobody will read.

Love......

Lately I've been working out A LOT... it's given me plenty of time to think about things.
Today I realized something about love that I've been overlooking lately. I realized that if you try to get someone to love you, you're just failing yourself. If you have to try and get someone to love you you're wasting your time. I feel that by trying to get someone to love you, is like trying to reach some sort of self-gratification. If by chance you do force your love on someone and they accept (love you back), you have gained nothing but your goal of self gratification. I don't feel that life is supposed to be about "me" and what "I" want. I feel that by forcing someone to love me it's like I have reached my goal and now that I have earned their love. I can now feel better about "me." This is not who I want to be.

An Empty Boat

I've been reading a book called "Everyday Zen" by Charlotte Joko Beck. The book has an interesting story to ponder. It goes like this.

Say you're on a lake in your rowboat that you just painted and you're taking it out for the first time. The lake has a little fog on it.. not too much fog but just enough to make visibility difficult. As you're rowing, enjoying your time on the lake suddenly another rowboat comes out of the fog and is headed straight for your boat. Instantly you start screaming to the other boater... "look out.. what are you doing?" Then the boat smashes into your newly painted boat. You are so upset that someone would do this to you and your boat. How on earth would someone be so careless to let this happen. (Just imagine how angry you'd be.) Well this is when you realize that the other rowboat is empty. How do your feelings/anger change? Are you still mad at the other boat. After all it is just an empty boat. I have read the book and understand what the authors point is. I am just wondering what you think and how you'd feel. If you read this story, please don't hesitate to comment. I'd really like to know how you'd react.

Dual Action Cleanse

I just spent 30 minutes or so watching an infomercial about bowel movements. I was so amazed by the show that I decided to research it online. What I found is that this guy Klee is full of crap. I'm including a video of when Klee Irwin shares his experience of seeing his 4 yr old's turd! It was so funny... and at the same time I was thinking to myself... WTF is this guy looking at his kids turd for. Wierd!!! The website I found that had the turd video was very interesting. It had 10-20 infomercials on it. There were some classics and some that I had never seen before. I'll share the site here so you can get a good laugh out of it too. You have to check out Tom Vu's commercial.. It's great to hear him try and pronounce millionare. He keeps saying mil o nare. Anyway without further adu.... Infomercial Page The Tom Vu commerical is on page 2.

cool pic i edited

here's a cool pic i edited cause it was slightly out of focus...

I got a new toy

I recently purchased a Canon Rebel XT. I like.

Here are my first 2 pics.

Jezebel and my sexy wife Becca

USA's World Cup hopes are going, going, Ghana

Ghana 2 USA 1
This was a bitter end for the United States, which carried high hopes -- and a No. 5 world ranking from FIFA -- onto soccer's biggest stage. Four years ago, the Americans made the quarterfinals and this time had even bigger plans. I really feel sorry for all those people who went over go Germany. All that money they spent to see their team lose. Atleast there is one saving grace. Hot German girls getting wasted and drinking beer! Now that I could deal with.


So why does the USA suck? Because we don't have girls like this!